well, before i get to the venting and the anger, etc. I just want to say "Happy Thanksgiving" to all who celebrate it.

it wasn't my thanksgiving that caused me to feel like crap though. it was immediately after I went to my uncle's house for the feast. I'm not really sure why, but on the ride home, my sisters were talking about when we were younger and our early childhood...

my childhood sucked. and no, it's not because I didn't have a loving family or anything like that. the problem was ME. I DID have a loving family, and (although I'm not sure why) I DID have people who tolerated me enough to be called "friends". The problem was, I was never thankful for all that.

The only times I remembered that I was happy when I was little was when other people were miserable and I was the cause of it... I was a sadistic little bastard who hated everyone, and everything that disagreed with him. I remember that whenever I tried to be nice to someone it didn't work because of my already existing reputation of being a demon-child who hated everyone.

I remember various times when I hurt people. there was one time I repetedly hit someone's head against a brick wall until they started to cry, there was a time when I gave a kid a nosebleed for ignoring me.

long story short: everyone hated me almost as much as I hated them...

well as I started to grow up and mature a bit (at this point I was almost eight years old), everyone still hated me and nobody wanted to be my friend. I remember that a few years back I beat this kid up. and then his mom wouldn't let me have any playdates with him, and frankly, I wouldn't blame her... I was a total douchebag.

as luck would have it, I moved to a new neighborhood when I was ten years old, and was able to start over new.

as far as I'm concerned my life never happened before I moved. I do my best to forget about it. I cringe whenever I see the pictures around my house of me when I was younger. whenever someone brings it up, I attempt to change the subject.

this may also be why I'm so into cartoons, and kid-friendly games (like nintendo classic stuff), and what not, I never got to have an enjoyable childhood because of all of the problems I had.

I've been asked questions like: "if you could relive any year of your life then what year would you relive?" and quite honestly, I'm happier now then I ever was any year of my childhood.

well thanks for reading this, if you did, and if you didn't then that's fine too, i wouldn't expect you to. well, I hope you guys had a good thanksgiving. bye.

EDIT: I found an inker! the amazing we'll see how things work out with her! I have total faith in her, but I'll keep you guys posted about this! thanks for all the help!

~Dave

hi guys! look, I love drawing comics but It has come to my attention that I'm not doing as much comics as I could be doing, and this is mainly due to my laziness to ink my work, if there is anybody out there who wants to be my inker... please let me know, because it would be so helpful.

I'm sorry if whoever wants to do this expects money of some sort but I don't have any to give you!

if you're interested send me an example of your ink work, but to be fairly honest, I'm not looking for perfection, I just don't want to ink!


so if you're up for the job, I'll definately give you credit when I post the stuff, my fans will be your fans!

thanks!
~Dave

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I went to jew camp and it was fun! not much to say, if you're really all that interested, give me a comment saying so.

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But return, I shall...

yep I'll be gone for eight days, going on a trip! starting tomorrow you won't have to worry about being bugged by me! adios! au revoir! sayonara! ciao!

wipe that smirk off your face! I won't be gone until tomorrow!

may the force be with you!

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I'm bored.

if anyone wants to play AC:CF and visit my town. note me for my Friend code!

(I'm that bored. really.)

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